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Wednesday, April 06, 2005
@ 12:36 AM

hello people... i really feel kinda strange today..
kinda happy
kinda sad
kinda disappointed
kinda discouraged
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my hopes:my wishes
today.. i found out tt many people have sorta already planned their future...
for me..
i dun really noe where i wanna go after my o'levels...
i'll either be going to la salle.. or SP(s'pore poly)
my mom wants me to go to SP cuz she says tt if i go there.. my future is still secure.. n the chances of getting a job is easier.. she also says tt i can take bio.. cuz i luv bio alot... but now i've changed.. i do not want to learn bio any longer... i do not want to be a vet anymore (sorry to all the animals out there) ... i just talked to her abt this.. she says tt my interest have shifted... n she also asks me what is so good abt dancing...
personally.. i feel that being a dancer has helped me alot.. to release stress n help me become what i never knew i could be..
when i'm dancing... i feel different.. like im not the same.. emotions can run through my veins n i feel different... i feel happy...
i really wanna go to la salle but... my mom advises me not to go there... cuz there is no future waiting there for me.. i'll have no job waiting for me at my door step..i really dunno if i should listen to her.. im afriad that if i listen to her.. i'll regret it.. im also afriad that if i do not listen to her.. i'll regret it..
i really do not noe what to expect in life..
but now.. i noe that i really really positively wanna go to la salle..
its my dream...now.
sometimes i just wish that 'now' is a dream.. so that i will not be so fickle in between chosing what i want n what i need...
in life..
studying in SP will give u what u need( i guess).. it is the path that most people will chose...
in my life..
studing in la salle is everything..
why do something that u dun like n do badly in it?
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maybe my mom has not seen what i really can do...
maybe she'll change her mind...
maybe she'll not...
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SYF:
oh!!!! i really can't stand it.. the pressure..
i dun think we'll be able to get a gold... more of we'll get COP.. cause..
the peeps r really slacking
they r not working hard
we r not improving
n sum ppl dun give a damn
so i'll just..
cross my fingers
hope for the best
do my best
n shout my lungs out
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ju eng home(wadever):
tml we r going to jueng home.. for the old, sick n hot sexy mental retards
we r going to help them to peel vegetables(wad my friend did) n wash their fungi infested sinks.. we r also gonna help them to clean up the place (cuz the place is probably in a mess)... after which they'll show thier appreciation by letting us eat the vegetables (that we peeled with our own stubby fingers) with porridge(90% H2O 10% rice)
we r also gonna give them $1 (so kind)
smile!
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dancin outta here...



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