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Friday, April 22, 2005
@ 12:17 PM

hey people! i finally have no homework to do n no test to study for until the mid-year exams..
that is why im blogging now... :)
play:
i wanna tell u about one play that we saw in school on wed.. which is yesterday.. ya. anw.. it was play about saying negative things that u say in your mind abt yrself.. n how u can help to prevent it... apperantly.. they say that it leads to death.. it was really funny.. n i only liked the bad guy .. he added in a lot of humour in the play.. there was this ugly guy called sam.. sam did not want to take his exams.. so he decided to get sick.. the bad guy.. helped him to try to get sick.. the baddie was trying to put sam down.. so sam said positve things abt himself.. but the baddie said.. NO! U R SAM.. STUPID AVERAGE MALE! i was laughing like a hyena..weet!
love:
i think everybody has fallen in love once... i know i have..im very sure that u think u have... maybe it is not really love.. but because im(we are) young i(we) think its love... but it is actually just a crush.. im not sure if i just have crushes or do i really love the person i think love... the love im talking abt is not the friendly-love but more of the guy-gal-love... it is just so complicated... n i guess love is not all abt sex like my sch friends say so(well some of them)... i know that they r just kidding but love is actually something that i would not like to kid around with.. it can bring life or it can take away life.. i feel that wad i have experienced before is not really love... n i think i'll take sometime to know wad love really is... my friend once asked me wad i tot love is.. well.. i answered simply that if love is really present between two peoples' life... one would be willing to sacrifice ones life for the other... of course there are many other diff definations people have of love... i have found n know of many verses in the bible that r written abt love... these is just one of them
1 corintians 13:4-7
love is paitient, love is kind. it does not envy,it does not boast,it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easliy angered, it keeps no record of sin. love does not delight in evil but rejoices in the truth. it always protects, always trusts,always hopes, always perseveres.
this is why i think i have not loved before... the love that i tot i had was not like that.. it was like a cloth with many holes in it.. but i just couldn't see them.. when u love somebody all u want is to try to make them happy.. see them smile.. do anything to make them know that u care.. but sometimes it is just so hard to express yourself.. sometimes i wish i was in a drama serial where telling somebody u love was so easy...i was just reading a book n this person has a very strange meaning or love.. here goes:
'you know love it just a chemical reaction in the brain caused by surges of phenylethylemine, don't you?'
(-_-!)
'im saying that no one loves anyone. people r attracted to one another n pair up to breed due to out natural mating instinct. but that attraction doesn't last. as with all the drugs, the body develops a tolerance for the phenylethylamine, n eventually, the attraction you once felt for your partner fades. it's all perfectly natural. you get the same amt of phenylethylemine, a stimulant the mind craves, by ingesting vast amounts of chocolate as you can by, falling in love, endquote(end of story[i think]).'
i think this mister do-not-think-love-is-love has studied too much...gosh... he obviously has not much space in his mind/heart/soul for love because it is filled with all these crap information... sheesh.. anw.. this guy got together with another girl in the end...
once my friend told me that there is a fine line between love n obsession.. there is.. i guess. i wouldn't want the person i love to be afriad of me or anything... until then.. i think i'll just say that i like that person cause i dunno how i really feel... cause i don't think that im willing to sacrifice my life for him..
i don't think u r willing either.. like DUH?
i still wanna explore the world.. i still wanna be a dancer... i think maybe i'll marry a dancer... haha! cool... then we can wear ballet shoes for each other! cool! ya.. den if i have a child.. he'll/she'll learn dance too! n we'll go to paris n be the very merry happy dancers! haaa! so nice.. i totally wish that can happen... its so impossible... like the chances or me marring a dancer n having a dancin child is like one in 6.999994 billion.. even if i do find somebody like that... my mom will object... n she'll matchmake me to a wantan noodle king or someone like that... den my child would have a wrinkly face like wantan! haha! n i'll name her/him 'ah wan' ah! or maybe 'ah tan' ah!
well until i get married n im 25 years old.. lets just leave it as it is... chiao!
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dancin outta here...



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