Sunday, July 10, 2005
@ 7:37 AMi just came back from my tuition like 1 and a half hours ago, i ate my lunch n started on my maths homework, miss leong gave us one whole revision excercise from our text n i just completed it!
[happy]
so i told my brother
me: a.. u know wad i just did?
bro: dunno n dun care
me:whatever, i did THIRTY maths questions leh!
bro: cheh! big deal...
[coming over to see my work]
me:hey hey.. my THIRTY questions n your THIRTY questions are different ok? most of the questions i did hv part a) to c) . think u so smarty ah?
bro:oh... den say lah!
me: ya .. u know secondary school work very hard wan ya noe...
bro:i will be doing better than u... comfirm!
me:no lor.. anw shut up la.. i wanna blog..
so thats how i ended up here! anw.. last night was my first band n choir concert n everything, i was kinda confused when i read the program booklet. lemme type it out for u:
-PROGRAMME-
orchid park wind orchestra
johann sebastian BACH fugue in G minor,"the little"-BWV578
trans. Lucien CAILLIET
[this is when it gets confusing]
Pyotr llyich TSCHAIKOVSKY swan lake suite, op.20
Trans. mayhew LAKE
1.scene
2.danse des cynes
3.danse hongroise
?????????
HOW DO U READ THIS THING?
n since it was my first time reading THIS kinda programme sheet.. i was totally lost!
anw.. i won't type out the rest of the programme cuz i began to understand how this worked n thus! saw the light! [ade helped me]
anw.. there was an intermission n we just sat at our places looking like a bunch of a.s.s[ anti-social-spastics] waiting for wine to be served.. well mainly cuz we really had nothing to do.. i was thirsty n i only wanted water at that time.. oh gosh! i forgotten to tell u.. when we were crossing the road, b/4 the concert, i nearly got banged down by a taxi! ok, actually run down.. anw.. there was this really really mean angmoh standing at the side n he said this:
angmoh: steawpid gurls
n his facial fats n tummy were both wobbling when he said that!
im not steawpid or whatever... i happend to complete THIRTY questions just now ok? mr dunno.how.to.say.stupid.girls.without.
preventing.your.fats.from.wobbling.
so rude.
i was so pissed that i nearly got run down again.
anw.. back to the concert. i enjoyed the overall n i do hope that i can see it again... n i dun mind spending the money on the concert. during the concert.. some people who i know performed using bamboo sticks[like our dance] but they really had rhythm n everything n it was really cool! suddenly the whole hall migrated from formal to hippe! n everybody was starting to get high n everything! so cool! hansel who was beside me started to bobble his head.. but he still looked blur though.. but yup.. i would really like to see that again...
after that, one guy[siraj] went up to the higher part of the stage[everybody cheering] n he started to play the drum set, then during the next song, a bald guy[azlan] started to play the bass? what do u call it? nvm.. anw.. he started to play the electric guitar but b/4 he even played it.. everybody shouted his name gosh... ade told me that his parents were looking at each other when his 'supporters' did that... weird.. i meant the audience shouting n all... who does that?
anw.. the rest of the concert sounded really nice... but i nearly fell asleep...
*grins*
oh! n i also saw my friend's[jac]boyfriend/friend/to-be-boyriend/bestfriend/ n i tot he looked kinda funny.. as in not funny-haha but funny-percular ya.. i've never seen him b/4
the choir also sang very well! whoo!i saw my friends singing. n i wanted to go up there n hug them.. but i couldn't. they looked so preeeetty!
n even one of my choir fwen's[faz] mum knew my name! whoo! not everybody knows my name...
anw.. the performances that i really liked were ha shalom,swan lake[only cuz its a ballet piece n i dunno bout the rest], when u belive n last but not least..the merry widow.. so exciting man... i can't wait for the next concert.. hopefully all the arts can join forces! cuz my mind was dancing to the songs that were being played.. how beautiful!
anw.. now.. my dream is still to perfrom in the esplanade... there, i can leap n dance BIG n dun hv to worry about space.. our school stage is so damn small..
ya.. i still wanna be a performer..
i think i can only dream bout this now.. everybody says that my future would be bleak if i ever go to laselle.. everybody.. my mom.my dad.my church friends.my aunts.
everybody
but all that i want to do now is dance. i want to let my mom see that dancing is a range of movement .. she thinks dancers only can dance in bartops. n dance in horrible places.. excuse me.. dancing is beautiful.. its a way to express your feelings without speaking... u can express yourself through yr eyes,yr face,yr arms n yr whole body with it.. its perfect.. n its so beautiful.. i want to dance like that.. i want to dance n breathe in my surrounding...
u may think this sounds stupid but as a dancer.. i really like to hear the sound of my feet sweeping the dance floor.. the sound soothes me... n it brings me to a place where i've never been to n can never go to unless im dancin.. dancin allows me to go into a dream n be a person that i can never be in real life..
sigh*
well i gotta go n clean my dogs shit now
dancin outta here...
hugs&muacks