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Thursday, July 14, 2005
@ 12:34 PM

i just read weixin's blog.. it said so much abt mrlow..
n i really regret
not working harder
not crying harder
not training harder
not pointing harder
n
not dancing better
i really really wanted a gold.. but i didn't get it.. for the first time i really wanted something so badly n yet, i do not get it. the gold went to someone else...
the band has improved.. i won't deny it.. im not going to be biased.
but their ego is like this
big
now...
i feel like dance has just gotten a COP instead of a silver...
it feels so bad... i dunno wad to do. wad to do to ease the pain.
i had a feeling we were so close to getting a gold..
so close.
if only...
...
...
gosh.. i dun feel like facing the school tml.. eventhough SYF has long gone with the wind.. i feel so down.. like one of the students who got an c6 for all sujects... ubarely passed by one os two marks .. yet u dunno whether to be happy or sad..
we were really close...
n really much better than the year before...
im sure of that..
n this year nanyang got bronze.
they usually get gold or gold w honours...
i feel so defeated now..
band people.. dun get too cocky over this..
think of how the other CCAs would feel to ok? i mean. you'll noe wad does it feel like dun u?
u were sad once.. u felt pathatic once..
i'm feeling the same way u felt two years ago..
give me, OR US, a break.
dancin outta here...



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