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Monday, May 08, 2006
@ 11:12 PM

the dream~
while i was still sleeping, i had a dream. in that that dream many people were arnd me laughing and having fun. suddenly i felt this pain in my lower abdomen, the pain became very real and so i woke up. i thought my period was coming, for girls u know wad i mean. the pain was unbearable, it almost killed me.
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so i got up from bed, snatched a sanitary napkin from my cupboard and rushed to the toilet. my tummy felt more and more painful as the seconds went by. i was trying to tear open the sanitary napkin but i had no strength at all. so i decided to go back to bed and sleep the pain away. it was 530am
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just like a dream, black patches were all around me. my head felt big and i thought all that happened was a bad dream. [ sometimes u hv dream where u walk and walk and u feel pain but whe u wake up u feel ok right?get wad i mean?] i fell back to deep sleep. little did i know that my mom was beside me calling my name. i fainted... man... when i woke up i was shivering uncontrollably, i was swaeting but i felt so cold, so tired, so in pain. i had fainted and i landed on the vaccum cleaner. my mom was rubbing tiger balm onto my temples and in my tummy. i was just so weak i couldnt talk. i cant belive that i felt so weak until i fainted.
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after a while i went back to the toilet to wash my face. i prayed to God in tongues and i felt much better after that. i am confident that he will be there for me. (:
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now the right side of my face is like so bruised -.-'



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