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Monday, September 18, 2006
@ 7:56 AM

now that the holidays are going to end.. i just feel kinda depressed.. once again i have accomplish nothing.
ZILCH.
and i kinda feel as if... the world is so quiet.. or maybe.. the world is not talking to me or something. like i am some sort of an... anti social? or outcast? i just do not have that feeling that there are people out there for me. like FOR ME. like everybody have their own lifes and all.. their jc's... attachments.. and stuff. its a real bummer. i just hope that things will take a turn tml.. and that the good old days will be back.. where we laugh... cry.... smile... and sing outta tune together...
its been. what? more than 7 months? since opss? ya. somehow i cannot wait for another gathering... not only with DA but with the counillors.. and school friends.. everyone is so busy..
its kinda hard to imagine that one day..we would be so far...until we've got nothing to talk about at all..
seriously.. the only close friends i have got now.. or can remeber of is a few people in my rp class... and mostly my opss'ers groupie.
thats because the rp's freaking system suck.
where you cannot make any best friends.
only friends.
sheesh.
[a bell is not a bell until you ring it]
[a song is not a song until you sing it]
[love in your heart is not put there to stay]
[love is not love until you give it away]



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