man man.. i keep on obsessing with my big thighs and big arms and everything that doesnt seem to look perfect on me. eventhough my frens constantly tell me i am not fat. but hey, no matter how many times your friends tell you that you look ok. it only takes one guy

ONE.GUY

to say that you are fat.

and its shatters your world like revelation.

seriously.

than all your girlfriends sentences go "poof" into thin air!! *waves hand frantically arnd my head*

and it doesnt matter if you like him or not. it doesnt make a difference that you are labelled fat.

and guys wonder why us, girls, obsess about weight problems.

sheesh

look maybe i should put it in another way.

i should not say why am i so imperfect now.

i shall say: WHY ARE YOU PERFECT!!!???

yes!!!!!! perfect people into the river!!!

for making us look bad

haha

beside them we are like dried shrimps -_-

or maybe even ikan bilis.

i still can remember that time in secondary school, i keep on telling meiqin, bernice and my mom that i wanted to take extrim.

no, not cconsider taking extrim, but to take it, whats there to consider?? *rolls eyes*

obviously they were all very good natured and they said a loud deafening "NO" but up till now i still have not let that idea pass. i am still considering, yes now considering, taking it. mainly because i had just lost 5kg this year. if i had not lost that load i would have ran to watsons a long time ago. haha!!

perfect people are all around me and they are killing me. ):

espeacally my friends!!!!!!! you wanna hang out with them but u feel intimidated my them.. this that blah blah.

-.-

i guess i am just complicated.