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Wednesday, November 08, 2006
@ 12:56 AM

i really do not know what to do now, i mean, everyday, i wake up to hear the same comment
"what do you plan to do with bubble? you better put him to sleep."
and i'll just pretend to be so distracted with the empty space in front of my eyes, and reply him with silence. i mean, is death the only way for my dog? i definately do not want to put him to sleep, i'd rather pay for his operation.
well today, my father asked me to make a decision, either to keep him or to throw him. i really really do not know what to do. maybe i should use my savings? and i do not know why, maybe its just that i do not have faith in prayer, he has not been affected by prayer at all. and i think it can work, but it just doesnt quite work for dogs.. or maybe my dog.
but i do not mind seeing my dog get miraculously healed. i just do not want him to be 'away'. the house would feel so different without bubble. now with school and stuff, its like, he is so lonely at home. and his urine keeps getting more and more red each day. it must be really painful for him, to go through so much. i just wish i had that amount of money, and that i can make him a happy dog again. his kidney stone is definately causing a lot of troubles.
ok, in case a few of you dont know, these are some of the troubles he has,
1) kidney stones
2) skin irrtation
3) blurry eyes
4) his left ear is infected
ya.
and, i dunno, maybe its just because he is just-a-dog. and so not many people think about it as often as you would for a human.
so should i use my savings?
i do not mind.
*sigh*
its like around 700 bucks. but i think the price has increased due to the delay of his operation.
i must make a decision now.
man... D.A, if i knew it would be like this, i would rather take the money that you all spent on me, in an ang bao, and use it for is operation. seriously.
i got to talk to my mom about it, i dont think i can talk to my dad, he'll just ask me to put him to sleep. which is like spastic.
anw.
my new class really sorta rocks, it feels so much like secondary school, when we were all crazy-immature-and-fun type.
here are some photos that we had yesterday.. cause we had this unifrom day, where we dressed up in our secondary school unifrom for fun.

this is like the really lame pic that we had for saluting the "rp-lameass" flag. haha!! we had a "we duno who person" to take this for us.. which is like super paiseh la!!!


this is one where we took in the corridor outside our class...


and this is in our class room, not everybody is in i think.. once i get more i'll upload more ya? ^^

okies.. i have decided to pay for my dogs operation, i wan him to live for another 10 long years. yup.



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