I know I know, I haven't been very faithful in blogging. Well, I am going to start again, cause I felt that it was a very effective way to share what God has done in and through my life, with daily testimonies or whatever that God has placed in my heart at that certain moment.

Well, a few updates.

I got fired from my job as a YMCA student-care teacher. well not really.

So now I will have time to blog more and check up on people who are supposedly addicted to Facebook. *achem stingray*

I am also going to be starting a Specialist Dip in pharmaceutical and bio-pharmaceutical manufacturing in Ngee Ann Poly. I went through a lot of deliberation and advise from other leaders in the church before I actually chose between Temasek and Ngee Ann Poly, and also in choosing on whether I should take the course part-time of full time. And I can recommend you all to go to your leaders and peers amongst you for help. I strongly encourage that because when you have leaders and friends around you who walk in the way of God, and they are people who can give sound advice based, not on their own understanding or interpretation, but on God's word, and his ways. You can be confident that you are taking the right path and direction that God has intended for you.

So basically what most of my friends were telling me was that I should first of all honour God and the time, that I as a leader have to set apart for his ministry. I completely forgot if other people gave me other types of advice, or told me if one polytechnic was better than the other. I only remember my father telling me to go to TP, cause their school was more reputable, according to him. But all reasons, doubts and comparisons, between both schools flew out of my mind as I realized that the first and most important thing that I should consider is my time with God, and my ministry involvement. I mean, I knew that as a leader I had to put God first, I knew that. It just didn't occur to me that if I had chosen TP, my time, commitments and ministry would be effected. Needless to say, the decision was much easier to make now.

My neighbour told me, in everything you do honour God.

And it got me thinking, that many times we do not do that, even as leaders. Sometimes we just forget, or we just go with our feelings without thinking about "God's say" in that matter. We aren't really letting God be God right?

I recently spoke in net about surrendering (although i didn't really use this word cause I was afraid that people would be freaked out). About surrendering your problems to God, and letting God just take control, thats the beauty of being a relationship with God. You give Him all that you have, your dreams, your life, ambitions, schools, and even problems, and He takes care of it all. In His own timing and ways, He takes care of your destiny. And I am fully confident that if you let God take care of you, He would do much better than you would yourself.